(11:37:53 AM) kevin say wahhh: I sometimes wish you didn't give me so much backlash when I talk to you.
(11:37:58 AM) kevin say wahhh: It hurts sometimes.

(11:38:32 AM) kevin say wahhh: It's okay.

(11:38:38 AM) kevin say wahhh: I understand.
(11:38:43 AM) kevin say wahhh: That's just the way I am.
(11:38:53 AM) kevin say wahhh: I like talking to people.

(11:39:06 AM) kevin say wahhh: Even though it might not seem like it.
(11:39:23 AM) kevin say wahhh: I just don't get enough of it.
(11:39:29 AM) kevin say wahhh: I'm sick of getting yelled at.

(11:39:48 AM) kevin say wahhh: I sick of when people ignore what I say.
(11:40:05 AM) kevin say wahhh: I'm sick of people thinking what they say is right.

(11:40:36 AM) kevin say wahhh: And I'm sick of people who think what I say does not matter.
(11:40:40 AM) kevin say wahhh: I heard you.
(11:40:47 AM) kevin say wahhh: I'm just saying, that's all.
(11:40:56 AM) kevin say wahhh: I want to be able to speak freely.
(11:41:09 AM) kevin say wahhh: Without being stopped constantly or ignored.

(11:42:54 AM) kevin say wahhh: I just want to be healthy.

You make me wanna dance.

Park that car, drop that phone...

GET ME OUT OF HERE.

I...

I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND.

Dangit, I miss you.

My babe made curry for my family yesterday and I had some and it is sooo good! I'm going to have some for breakfast.

Shout Out Louds- A Track and Train.

My parents just met her parents. Omg. ._.

Mm, you're so sweeet.

You're so sweet, I can't get enough of you. I'm here alone and you're out with your friends. How I wish I can be with you so I can hold you. Being here without you makes me feel empty. I want you to be happy and I know I can't hold you back and it hurts. I shouldn't cry so much, I know, but I can't help myself. I want it to be just you and me, but right now, I have to wait.

Yesterday, I got to spend time with you but barely any of it was REAL. Sure, you were around, but it wasn't just you and me. We practically had only 30 minutes together. It's not enough. I wanted you to pick me over going out with your friends even if you were only going to see me for an hour. I didn't tell you, but that was what I was hoping for.I can't tell you what to do. I don't want to be selfish. Babe, I need you, I want to hold you, and now it fucking SUCKS without you. Muah... I miss you.

You smell sooo good!

Yesterday and today I spent time with my babe. I had to wait a couple of hours before she could get to the mall, but it was well worth the wait! Today I went to the library and she said she could only stay for 30 mins. I was pretty disappointed until she convinced her parents to let her stay until 5:30 and we ended up staying until 6:30! The gods are on our side. Haha.

Love youuu!

I love my babe!

Soon. =]

Pretty much THE best day ever.

October 3rd 2009. Garvey Park. Night of a lot of firsts.

Today, I saw Summer again, this time no interuptions. Kinda. Best 2-3 hours ever. It was just me and her at the park. Everything was pretty awkward at first but it went away fast. And it was just fun. Awesome.

This one totally contradicts yesterday's post. But today, honestly, at lunch, I felt like I had no real friends.

On the Job.

Hey everyone. Or... everyzero... haha. Well, today I was totally sad because my phone broke on me. Yes, my second phone. I couldn't do my late night phone calls. I was totally depressed. I tried everything in my power to get a working phone. I tried to crack the password on another phone I had a while ago, but still no success and I went to bed, sad. I woke up with no one to call and decided to give samsung a call and voila, they reset the phone! Now I can talk whenever I want to!

At school, ... very meh. Afterschool, went to work! Not paid, of course. -_- I was given a job to make 30 copies of a script. It took like 2 hours, even with help, haha. Gave me some bonding time with my co- stagemanager though. Read through is gonna be on monday. Pretty excited.

MLIA, is awesome, sharked everyone with (^^^) on facebook chat today, everyone that was on. Got some pretty cool responses and got to catch up with some people. Srsly, MLIA is pretty much a social website. I'm just stuck here with english and math homework but I've been pushing it away, haha. Really, it isn't that much but I started at what, 5:30? It's 11:01 now, haha. Life's good.

Haaa, this is gonna be a good year.

"If a robot is doing 'the robot', is it doing 'the robot' or is it just dancing?"

INFINITE Days of Summer.

I saw Summer today- only for like a sec though and I met her dad. I was really nervous, I thought he was gonna kill me. Haha. ._. It was nice to see her, though. Maybe we can go to the mall next week. She told me she wants to go to a concert. That'll be fun.

You're in a better place now. To my aunt. Rip. 09/15/09

Tonight, I was listening to the radio on my way home. “Heartless” by Kanye West came on, a few seconds into the song, the DJ stopped it and said “just kidding!” and proceeded to play “You Belong with Me” by Taylor Swift. This made my whole day. MLIA

Note to self- Buy parmesan goldfish for summer.