Mm, you're so sweeet.

You're so sweet, I can't get enough of you. I'm here alone and you're out with your friends. How I wish I can be with you so I can hold you. Being here without you makes me feel empty. I want you to be happy and I know I can't hold you back and it hurts. I shouldn't cry so much, I know, but I can't help myself. I want it to be just you and me, but right now, I have to wait.

Yesterday, I got to spend time with you but barely any of it was REAL. Sure, you were around, but it wasn't just you and me. We practically had only 30 minutes together. It's not enough. I wanted you to pick me over going out with your friends even if you were only going to see me for an hour. I didn't tell you, but that was what I was hoping for.I can't tell you what to do. I don't want to be selfish. Babe, I need you, I want to hold you, and now it fucking SUCKS without you. Muah... I miss you.